Ulcer are GREAT such a nice meal i had just now , pheww ! Double ulcer but triple the pain really irresistible zzz .Bye bye beloved SOK GONG :') we'll miss you come again next time :D !! Or i'll find you at Hong Kong ;) .Finally ... so on ..bla bla home back to normal as usual like NON peace again .

I'm kinda like wasting my time and lack of study gonna be quick to arrange my time schedule KINDA AFRAID BUT KINDA LAZY zz what lah ! 576 hours left from now .Had to focus here !! FOCUS ~

Lols lol lol in the phone i was asking her so much DUMB question about her past i asked them all , i just curious to know them all , is ALL .Lots of saddie story and the moody sound of her hmm .Well , until this day i still cant believe the word "FOREVER" cause the word does't need to responsibility .PRAY for the backbone .

LOL goin' to me belacan soon as known as malay zhan know why , cause i keep listen to a most famous band called BUNKFACE :) singing malay word all day long the way to improve my malay , i enjoy .

17th aww PROM QUEEN with skirt and heels lol imagine in my mind la .12days nt seeing her something lol , c'mon my friend dint meet her girls for few months he's is good TOLERATER be he goin' to meet her tomorrow , enjoy la bang and sorry gurl these 2 months i could't outing , but do believe me after 20th :) no joke .

I'm still a guy which lacks of confidence thats why i used to use those word quite "STINGY" .Cause i'm definitely ugly , look at my face sigh* sometimes i do wondering will "a shit with a flower" ? Afraid this and that urghh .Gonna change my look before meet her ? LOL lame , lots of reason i afraid of hanging out guess this is the one of the list .

Lawlz , i did perfunctory hmm =/ lol i dint even know that some how i dint not sad too well maybe a bit and i really forget why i sad ;) but you was sad too lol , i guess you guess everybody guess , perhaps maybe the text show i really moody AHA :)

Oh god two day straight for basketball you can imagine that exhausted lol .But its really really damn tired , just did woke up from the bed for an hour slept , sweating like .. like i just SWIMMING BACK FROM DA' POOL .

IRWIN YEN ! He called back from another country i was wonder where he get those sim card that easily must be BLACK MARKET x) , awww when i'm home there was 10's missed call , WAH ! just numbers and i guess must be him .Quite missed him too anyway :) take care heng dai .

School just 1 word to describe borings guess just only for my class .V1 and V2 class having a ermm how we say LOUSY soccer match lol the best match i ever view lol can you imagine 100student watching those LOUSY dudes playin' ain't football but pull down their pants x) not even felt shame at all THUMBS UP* !

She's a pig head x) lol i don't why i love to HEAT her up .Not surprise when i saw my class are less than 20 geeks , but it was surprise me when all attend LOL , thursday everyone get their ass to States Library for group studies lols .I've having some horny topic and scary topic with my friends it was really spooky cant speak here OMG SOMEONE BEHIND YOU ! jokin' x)

TNB cut off my water , cause my DAD forget to paid the damn bills ?!? wtf lols . Paid just now and it told us you can have you water after 5 evening i was HUH ! YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME , I JUST PAID !! -.- how bout bath , i'm sticky ! Fortunately there are still left some of water for me to bath , i was enough for me :) phewwww .

MENGLEMBU'S MOUNTAIN ON FIRE ! on the big newspaper .. SHIT ! the temperature its getting worst , Mr.Earth are tired .Some time it make me afraid of losing everything here especially the MCvt . GOD BLESS THIS WORLD ! i've stop using air-cons , unless it was NEEDED .

Aww , 2nd time celebrate my own burfdays with friends this time was awsome lots but still a bit no so AWESOME just because without her , hanging her x) ! Purposely do tried to made her angry to the max ;) EHEEH sorry .

My friend plan to celebrate my belated burfday at MCD .They buy me a cake owhh thankewss guys so much rm30 its enough for me even a PANDAN from Pasar malam i've happy :) with it .I buy myself a happy meal LOL and after buying it i had to shout to the whole MCD : My present is HAPPY MEALS ! LOLS ~ everyone was WTF face ! Just :D satisfied !

Singing me burfdays wanted all my best friends whos attend today . Even everyone are special to me today was a special , she either .Thanks you guyss and i had finally reply all those burfdays wish from facebook . You guys are cool !

Goodnite GUys , Bloggie stalker , Malaysia and YOU ! Post my photo soon , cause gonna choose well cause i am ugly ! Anyway DON'T BUY HAPPY MEAL it ain't worth well alright maybe just for the toys DJ !! lol

LOL takin' all out the stuff that she gift to me ... know she spent lots of times and money to those quite guilty causing her to broke thats why i wanted her to SAVE WISELY :) .She is the first girl's in my record so far , some more i never expect girl gift me anythin' McVT thanks so much again again and ermm again lol .

Went to dentist today and guess wert she praise my teeth hygiene improve just a litta-bit :D ! First time she did praise me LOL unexpectation thought gonna shot me .Colour change to silver normal's colours , and its level up again .Hurt but with the candy it ain't pain LOL , some sort of kids .

Whoa hoo piss off on the maths question paper Lols , few i can be solve and some gonna discuss ...soon i've fed up totally cant deal with it without maths teacher guide LOL hope my teacher sit beside me x) DREAMING LAH !

After the last papers over , mission accomplished soldier but there ain't any feeling at all lol , cause it wasn't SPM zzz .Education fair awesome ~ get lots of catalog and some college's opinions but still i'm with CULINARY won't let it go .Well and a guai lou taking out his iPAD and touch here touch there ... important is not bout the iPAD it showed the SCHOLARSHIP wuu i mau but the course was to NEWZEALAND , too far .Still deciding where to go ?

Tomorrow nite V's class farewell :\ , enjoy guys .

Lol great read ekonomi for the whole night and hope the question comes to me ... wasted ! Once i get the question papers my mind was LOL for 10times but never mind at least i learn something kinda still worth :)

Her sounds are like awww cute in the morning when i call her well here to sorry for waking you up , must be having some gooddream with some handsome ;) .Sigh , saw you today hell happy >:) , but i just keep follow up and you was like avoiding me , and you told me that i've ignore you LOL rupa-rupanya was a misund:).Anyway i'm still the shy boy x)

Awww , the 3rd time happens this to me lol going to sent a last message before school to her and it pop out "Message not sent , please reload" ... wtf and lols nevermind i can bless her thru my heart x) .

Finally buy my formal clothes and pants just now all cost 90bucks but too sad without my beloved cousin with me .Whoa yesterday she 3am were still outside , asked her where she is , she just keep mystery i suppose to be worried seems she got some friends with cars which means older age lar so i still can "put heart" a bit.LOL one things i'm gonna sorry , suppose to be text her till 3am LAWLZ i've asleep , no doubt ;) my eyes betray me , it auto shut down xD .

Almost a day not text with her :\ ... AWHH ! Alright if i said i does't missing her thats was just an biggest bullshit in the world LOL .I text her just now , she doe't reply lol kinda serious gem .Saw her blog just now , wooshhh* "burning" blogs .She's bad mood i think ? guess so .Hope's she gonna just be fined then :\ .

lol i ask for 2nd time again .izzit weird ?I'm the weirdest guy in the world .But one things for sure I'M MISSING HER ! Lol i keep my eye on my cellphone screen waiting message POP-UP but din't appear on my hp lol , what i had now should be said : I DESERVED ! .But i do had a reason play this lame stuff rite now .

All you got is keep it strong .
move along move along like i knew you do .
And even when your hope is gone move along move along

she's sad and so do i .she just could't accept what she had on her result , but i do feel that she did do her best cause i believe , even she's getting the worst i'm still believin' she did do her best , but she could't accept what she had , lol i hope she get nice result cause i did really bless her now i rather she get worst so she can learn to be strong to accept the fact , i know i'm a badass on writing these how can i had this kind of crazy mind .But i bless her safety more than she get a good result , she's safe everything done :)

Wondering when she saw this :| but i just want her understand why i being an asshole .

I know you'll check my blog , thats why i do repost after your exam's over . Wondering what i did , lol yehh i skip my tt without askin' my dad of cause as a dad , son din't tell anythin' , he was maximum angry i never saw that before too , and flew to parkson for finding wedding dinner nights formal clothes .Cant blame him too i'm the one whos wrong 1st . I'm so ready for any punishment , but before it , i bless myself . Actually i do expect those .

The punishment stared once step in the house , here we go .He asked me to "gui" infront of my house temple ermm ...chinesse traditional .And he was goin' upstair talkin' some tools 1st thing in my mind was BELT ..ermm not he bring down the biggest weapon i only try once in my entire life , gonna count twice now , the water pipe .He hit it hardly on my back woooshh , i din't scream , still i do tears 2 drops , it not that hurt cause in my mind i was thinkin' about HER , felt like quick cure :) and it works , not so pain .

Actually i deciding to tell her about this , she havin' she biggest exam right now .I'm not going to affected her mood :) sounds like a heroes , i guess so ? LOL . But i'm really fined everytime i click into her bloggies , my mood are just great .

5/October/2010

blank til 12/10/10 re-edit :) .

Gerak gempur totally can said was a homework ain't look like a exam at all lols . Yeh i sleep all the time , and i was purpose alright here's the point : the lowest we get in this paper , the more easy to get credit in SPM i wasn't alone to do that bunch of err i mean classes of people use to do that , so YEH !

I'm feeling hella good mood when i telling her everythin' about my past stuff yesterday's calls , and so she do tell me hers too :) really din't felt any afraid in my mind was just tell her everything thats all , just don't felt wanna hide ...phew least i tell someone and the someone was HER :) , feel like free from the past rite now :) the mood are unable to use any word to describe .

I'll do whatever it takes now , cause life cant rewind :)

woke at 5.30 err wtf its too early and outside was raining this mornin' i decide BAM the clock and sleep again until 7 , i woke my dad for sport game yeh basketball . Cant believe my score board was 1/10 and the only ball was circus shot zz .He's old too fast to exhausted me either LOL , thanks lou dou =) aha .

Alright back home rest 99 and bath waiting friends to fetch me again to "there" lols .Once walk in i saw her got'cha ;) , and she was busying here and there and i pretend like viewing around actually my eye was staring her for a while lolss .No longer she stand behind me , and kick my chair i was : HUH ? ,i'll return someday LOL , called me monkey what the heck whos monkey rite now lol kickin' here and there , provoke me to shake my ass x) .My friend keep order this order that ...weyy you paid izzit ?? i mean ALL lol . This is dimsum not buffet .When i called PAY BILL

ME : Pay bill , weyy .
SHE : wait la
ME : you're so slow la xD

LOL everythin' changed so quick , time changed , we changed , SHE changed :) , let's recall back the passed were like saddest case ever ... easy to said fall in love but i don't even know what is love lol what a kids .Guess after 2-5months she text like suddenly i was SHOCK and WEIRD somehow i do wanna ignore her but i dint .1-2weeks textin' were totally freaks me out i don't what she want again .my mind were full of curious to know .

But soon everythin' were out of my expectation and were better than last time . I can felt that she changed a lot , i keep it on ..and try to know each other more or moreeee :) .Cause i never expect we'll chat again even chat like a this before i never think about this really really out of my mind LOL .Yes before that i do hate her for a certain time , NOW not anymore i started like her :) .

Its my principal retirement day LOL attend school as usual .Alright this time they do GOOD QUALITY the boringiest part is speech whoa most of the people been fall asleep zzz and i were textin' those craziers lols , anyway i do enjoy the show :) nice samtet MAN SUI ! Skip to his last part same rules like a PRESIDENT OF UNITED AND STATES standing in the car and waving to his beloved student ... AH PHANG BYE BYE !!! and his car getting further and further just a few mins everyone in the school back to normal like nothing happen :0 HUH !

The parade are crowd of samtet boys including me and my friend i guess there are 70% are samtet PARADE are just like a safe house .But it ain't anymore a bunch of indians block my way and wanna get my cellphone thats so close , i was holding my fist but they were out-numbered i could't do anythin' i walk away from them , best choice for me zzz . What i can said is no place are safe from now , this make me worry her and everybody too :\ .God Bless them ~

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