Maybe i found a word to describe myself , i'm CRAZY people .Doing such idiot action , this time i've harm her deeply and i brought us into this MAD situation , all is my causes , she's hurted by me , i destroy the whole thing by me , how many time i had to do such 'CUTIE' things , totally craps .
I let her out me , just want her to be better but i'm wrong , my brain too small to think wider .And then i want her back , maybe i make her tired ,i'm the one push her away from here to there , cheehoongzhan who are you that got rights to push people from here from there , she love you :( , just that moment that i think i'm regret what i did , maybe i make her fed up on me , maybe i'm just a little late .
If it need to wait , i feel worth i wont regret a thing , it hard to find someone to worth for , i found you here . I got no regret till we don't know when , but i feel worth . I'll wait .
Cheesy<3
Does't blog it for 1and half week something , lazy its still my problem lol i'm still finding my remedy to cure it , lazy nerve are so strong for me , duhhhh fed up ENJOY the lazy nerve for couples months , nowadays reading a book called "FOOD LOVE's ..." lol quite enjoy on that book learning :) but those word are really piece of mind , thanks for google translate same my ARSE once and again .
Days ago lots of unexpectable stuff happen lol what i wrote her really can be called WTF ~ . Maybe of everything squeeze to ONe make me change into a bad person for like "whatever bad guy ROCKS ! " as always as usual thats 1 person i hurt the most yet , keep being hurt by him ..duh .
I've turn my face and show her the real me with all cost i can do .She' laugh ' , she worried i'm really change into another ASSHOLE ," i am an asshole just wasn't asshole's asshole . "
An hours ago , maybe or maybe not i mention the word that is really sensitive to her , purposely ? Worried her now . Girl ..i just imagine these thing getting harder , the more i imagine the more i know what to avoid , i'm sure the easiest person to get hurt was you :\ .
Where were you ? Coughing ? Drink water please girl .
what are you doing ? Laughing alone ? i hope i was at the front of you .
Is the day we've been waiting for .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VOONTENG CHEE !
I LOVE YAAA .
Lol short blog .. just a ...TIRED ;) goodnights BABE :)
What a day for that day huh lol . In my mind i don't care anything let's just give her once a happy bliss happy birthday for her , that a simple thing for her , not asking for GRAND birthday , all she want is a HAPPY beside the birthday , so called it happy birthday :) .
Before the day , i was thinking lots of surprise but seems cant really work it out LOL , so i just make her a card with 3hours which also 3am at the midnights , what so great about i feel worthy man ! LOL i can see her birthday is bliss get lots of present from friend jimuiss , lotss arhhh how could i miss myself from ME ! x) . she's a lucky girl , hope the smile really can hang on there for more , cause her smile make me crazy . It really does work so much :)
The idea of the card was a plan since skype with my itchy hand ;) . My 1st time ever brought girl a present , she's not a girl at all ... DUH she's my girl ! LOL .
Happy birthday LOLs postponed post it .
Seems , like getting lazy on blogging wasn't like before heh LOL , it wasn't about the lazy just cant seems find a better time for blogging , or maybe i'm really lazy .So weekly blog is much better maybee .
Now my job , from a Cafe waiter to a Stall , whoaa kinda experience i ever had it , early in the morning SHOUTING FOR KOPI O leong bui !! New experience , kinda fun for my first time , but it wasn't a easy job run here there , but i'm proud when getting my salary :) cause i'm paying my sweat to trade it back :) .
Time really swifty gone , look at the calander is the month of MAY , 3months to go :| now i does't feel like not really ''mm seh dak'' maybe cause time wasn't came so i does't afraid too much of thing wans't it huh ?? Really hate to imagine what happen that time seriously , appreaciate the time i had :) , which no regrets .
You GIRL . The one who can make me crazy i thought of someone , but after you came out again , you really the only can can did that Mrs.C ! Not lots Mrs.C can did that , but you Mrs.C you did really great LOL . I know i'm sensitive guy on something else from you , but i'm we both had much common sensitive huh ! Love to being angry by you so i would get myself to calm you , love to being calm by you , cause the way you did .. no one knows .
I know what you angry le , just because of those SNAPS , erkkhmmm , i should't show that , if i din't show that things would be good right ?? Hehh , i dint think like that , maybe those photo that snap is too original , but i proud to said i really love the 'ORIGINAL' you , something can be change and it may brings good , something cant be change , wans't mean it bad . STAY what you are , and what we are , if i lose again , i never think of searching again , hardly to get this kind of 'SPECIES' cause is LIMITED in this earth , hermmm , really i wont forget some conversation that you told me last time , just a simply few word , for me is CRAZY word shhhhhh , you wont know what was these word are .
Don't get stress
VTC / LBB !
