Get out from house , lol movie always follow by the script , life wasn't according by plan but our own , hang out cancel ..LOL i understand my bro save money i wont blame him cause either i am ;) . Get myself to train station get myself ticket to KL central at sunday with him was been long time i promise them i'll be back to visit them too well . Don't get the information and hardly to contact my bro man . ughh! okay buy tomorrow again .

Time was still early , dint even think of going anyplace , she dint even school dismiss where to go ? oh ya meet my old old friend , Yik Foong huh ! selling phone , glad to see him disappointed to see him selling phone , he use to told me he had the same dream with me to be a chef , heh ! but seems i'm alone with this career , i'm the only one , who keep holding this , maybe they are right chef can earn how many money ? Idk ! Answer them when i am , one of the chef then . Make me missing school days lahhhh ! Really unpreditable , Suddenly SPM, suddenly get the shit result , working , waiting for college ... leaving here / her to college and its way far , cause i dint expect how long i will came back .

Meet her up , i smell moody from her ...message LOL and her face , thought i gonna leave her cause i cant make it into the library rules ...woots ! thanks to the CIK for let me pass thru , i can be with her for longer then , she's alone in the library , well you wont let her alone wont you ?? erkkhmm i just wont , even i'm starving ! Cheer her up , well LOL never thought can be that fun in the library with her , sweet silent huh ! A piece of paper with thousand word for her , asking her am she alright LOL showing me her fierce look to me , i was AH HA opps ! she's angry .. keep cheer , i know she would smile , she WILL !

3.30 she settle up homework everything , and she told me she's staying here for 5pm ..Wtf man LOL you kidding me , and alone here .. no no no ! Let's get you so fun ladyy , you ass will be stone if sitting there for few more hours ! YEHH ! Woots , is enjoy crazy with her , here she's afraid there she's afraid arhh ! Gek sei , but thats the original her when she's doing those thats the girl i use to love , LOL is her . Hmmm , told her before to drink some SOYA bean , famous in ipoh man somemore they got DRIVE-THRU system x) WHOA !! Just of soya we can BLEW UP the car from the inside x) , people staring this car passenger was like GILER weyyy! Saw an tourist look like korean ! I SCREAM some random language x) CHA GU RU THAA! wtf i'm talking ...erhhhh x tau pun x) .

Nightmare come after sweet !

Get in the parade , parking and judgement failed on park in the car ..ARH .shyt !! Emo emo emoo lol things was different when i was emo she just wont say 1 distance , don't touch me , she wont ! awhhh , but does't i had to emo everyday LOL crazyy ! LOVELY HER !! wooots enjoy on bang car either , wtf human i am !!! She cheer me and cheer me , if you think you failed to cheer me , lol you are so wrong , YOU DID IT , even better than i expect girl , i was acting ;) .

Owhh , those sweet kisses ! and her smell of her hair , thats called up addicted . Everything wasn't end up bad , suppose to be SAD SWEET erhhh sounds weird ..Sweetest sadness ..sounds better !!

But wasn't i thought she's say change to be cool , thats wasn't her , cool and emo thats use to be the OLD ME ! But she just wont told me , what happen why this happen . LOL she question me a lot i answer her never bored , but i get is i don't know ! erhmmm , or maybe again i think too much or way better much more .I'm worried , if you say I MISS IPOH yes this is my hometown , but i miss you ! i worried you , yes i'm the one whos sent you tears , i thought those was the only way i know to change you , but i said its enough , making a person you love cries what it look like hoong zhan ?? I feel pain too . OH YA ?? you love seeing a person cry for you , and it make you feel very proud of , cause there is a person cry for you ?? NO !!

27days left now on ! Each days is losing , i might not tear up , cause i'm a man , but just now i'm a LITTLE MAN ! water was almost collapse on my eye bags , see-ing her became like this way , heh ! Not telling me any a thing even i'm done wrong something , i'm just zero and a question marks , if you say in KL what my free time spent on , i choose to spent on you !! But i want is caring you , in this 27days .

27days , looks fast ! Even faster than you thought man ! 648hour ! which means .owhhh ! I want to done up what i not done , girl . I got no iphone i got no laptop even one way was get to cc to see , cause i rather and worth just to see you for few hour , after that time maybe i'll end up by tear .Now i just wont .

26 coming by ! August come by either .

I'll look after you for the rest days .

You know what ? I cant even always be the the person to calm you too , you on your own girl . Why wont you just try once . After try up only you decide atleast you make it a try . Sighh..i'm less than 30days ...is 28days i have her . 1days pass day by day is quick .

Calm Would you ?

No one can calm you , but yourself .

Sleep tight .

I've made you a 7th annivessary surprise was all the time i never did you something even valentine i got nothing for you , even you did had a clothes for me , a guys for nothing for his own gf woots , shame on him LOL. But this time i've tried my best , still not an expensive stuff i can give , but is a SPECIAL which is for you :) . Because you're special for me too hehh , Do as what the paper stick on the POOH POOH inside there ;) , POOH RULES ! and i've glad when i saw your finger with the rings , lol without diamonds i just cant afford yet , i'm wearing it .Habit-ing !

Here again happy 7th annivesarry to US :) love ya babee girl :) . Do what you really want , confidence more :)

29days left .

And here to said sorry to those who i did NEGLECTED sometime , i bow !

Woots . Alarm woken my up at 5.30am what !?! Forget it if i sleept back comfirm i enable to wake up so i pick to wake up ..what to do that early ..oh yehh facebook till the times up i help out my boss for his restaurant , he needs a pair of hands lol .

Flys to the main moment , meet her up at dimsum , well i'm late to there LOL if i'm with a G6 i'm gonna punctual ;) . Meet them in the dimsum restaurant YUK FOOK MOON well thankss for left over some for me , cause i'm hungry like a mad people .Numm Nummmm* and then they need to back to where , i don't know well is out of plan lol nevermind i go get train ticket for my sister then .

And then meet them back at parade entrance gonna pack something for 'someone' ouchhh she's lucky !! Get that stuff is really heavy mann wuuhuuu . Fly up speed for jusco for saving time to be together AHAHA , but she walk too fast just too fast , i can't even chase up . All plan wasn't like we plan LOL , she afraid of dumbing her jimuis behind but want to be with me , she confusing but that show she's caring to her jimuis very much , but don't walk to fast , even you change the location i can even chase up . When i turn back i cant see you , thats sucks when i losing you behind , i was afraid . Don't do it again even we don't have any much time and i understand why she doing this lol , just don't too far away from my sight .

Alright , drive her back to my home , well i miss that moment very much together with her , i'm not shame to tell out that i'm really tear up infront of her , in the few second flashing i think a lots of things , well don't get mad why these are flashing in my mind , i'm so gonna miss everytime to be with you girl kinda hope that moment takes forever well ... hope so . Another flashing is i'm really not much time together with you in this kind moment , i gonna miss . Even thou we have arguement once a week , we know that we both have weakness , we know we both not perfect , we know we both do hard tolerate to each another just for 1 thing .. we love each another .

I love hugging you for all day long , i would just see your face when you was sleeping is our greatest memories , i gonna leave le , as we know this months is our best month of all the time together but i hope it can be better everymonth .

How's do we look like after that ? I dislike your attitude , you dislike my attitude , i like you everything ,you like my everything , 7th is coming this week babeeee , FROM HATE.LOVE.ARGUE.HAPPY.SAD.TEAR.CRAZY.NAUGHTY.MISS.ANGRY. for so long , we know we cant be like this way after that well i cant promise anything , but 1 thing i will do is HOLD ON for US , lots of thing . We cant sent sweet's kiss , warm hug like before BUT THE WARMENT CARING to each another , somebody said .DISTANCE is not a problem , as long as we don't give up :) , i'll keep it :) in our mind .

lol isn't weird i writting so long like we never meet again . Just don't know when we can crazy again . but she's right in 1 thing , earn money for M .hmm well i take that for serious and even sometime i still cant believe the word , but it does in another side of me . After August there will be only missing for each another , it will cause of crazy , well we drive each another crazy somehow . I LOVE YOU girl . Do remember nag me , if it cost rest of life , well i hope so . Don't hang the phone and stay calm together no matter what greatest thing came to us , we do share even cant speak out we share in here :) even a long text message like before :) . LOVE YOU .

Looking forward for the rest of the day :)
and LOL do not hang the phone like this .

37days

Crazy-Weds - 6/7/2011

And then get her to the place that she suppose to be getting treatment for the last time , so i accompany her for the last time cause heard what she told me last time the doctor is an good face asshole erkkhm .standing there , her face look suffer well i whisper thur her ears : no worries , i'm here and holding her hand and kisses her forehead , sounds very .. very ..dramatic .

Hmm , all done where to go ?? Arhh meet my bro hmm its far but the god has plan me to get the wrong way that wasn't for me but is the right way to there , awhh okay keep on , get there lol i still no get it she's still shying :) who care , cause thats her lol . The kopitiam is 'COOL' like a g6 that i very missing my car's air-cond .

Woots yuehh , mana pegi lagi ? find her jimui hmm a lost bird find a way to place which means ..i don't know where is that place , she lead the way .i'm kinda afraid she being sit by my side .. i was afraid ... dang !! wtf i'm thinking ..yes i'm afraid of accident i don't to lost anything , so maintain movement speed , remain the speed so yehhh we reach her house , whoaa liaoo weyy she's cool : WEYY , HI ! , yor ! hou yao yeng .

Drop down the letter and fly to her house , her house was Hi-tech hmmm maybe is cause i'm sampah-lou guaaa , sleep on her shoulder yes better than bed , BED ? well she suggest to her's friend room , alright no wrong things been done , 2 girl 1 room , all i did is hug her and ly there well , cause i feel the chance like this is really LITTLE LITTLE TINY for me for doing that , i hope it can takes me forever , but is wont , but i so ..urghh * .

I miss that crazy moment , and ya i passed up the spaggeti that i cook for her lol i was wanted to see her eat cause lol i don't know but see-ing the one you love most finish the food u cook i feel great , thou i dint see least i know she did eat them up thats already a satisfaction :) .

So , 3 wishlist DONE in 1day . AUGUST i'm no worries you !!!

Freaky-Fri - 8/7/2011

Hmm , saving a dude that complain and moody on his new poly school poor man , alright let's get him out that hell LOL , so where we go ? I'm still early darnn wasting fuel ...money flewww away like that zzzz , okay i'm still a newbie , off the damn air-cond for saving fuel ..jezz SUCKING DUST , no choice then .

ya heard she was going a party today , and she's look great wow honestly i hope to see her at secrfet garden and yes ...SOK like a g6 ! get them to parade , okay here come i'm nver get in parade for parking , i'm worrying , and she's by my side and a passenger on the back seat LOL , alright let's get a parking , top floor was clean cause I SMELL PARKING LOT, snifff* !!

Go and get the bear , and get a view for SOMEBODY b'day earlier preparing super-duper PROMOTION...erhhhhhhh present . We get them together next time then .

And get out from there the spinning my heard right round x2 ! really no jokes i'm dizzy .get down and move them back to the partys , is time to put her back to the jimuis , lol . and she close the door and walk away , i horn her back and smile :) ! she return a smile and keep on .

Actually , i want the words you nag me more than your lips kiss me LOL thou i really want ur kiss but i need the most is 1thing , care me ..wait a minutes for not letting your misund i must explain very nice and clear :) IS FOR YOU , babe i'm not complaining and i din't mean you did not caring me , these days you already suffering for making a thing for me before i leave , i want the thing most is your naggie , like nervous and said oh no ! yer , lol miss the time i fall from bike , its pain !! but you bring me sweetest-pain ever in my life i'm honestly to said I DINT FEEL A PAIN when i'm thinking of you is TRUE , cause after all i leaving here the only thing that is not a WARM HUG , a SWEET KISS is a CARE and YOUR LOVE bieee :) . I mostly likely is your fierce voice and angry voice nagging/scolding me asking me CAREFUL ah , YOU STILL LIKE THIS I DON'T TALK TO YOU ANYMORE , OKAY FINE STILL WANT TO DO THIS ISN'T ? ... lots of freestyle sentence was the FUCKING SWEET for me , they will always following me to give me strength too when i'm thinking back .

GOODNIGHTS , i'm dizzy .

Love ya babee's 40days to go .

Goodnights :)

45days left .

Waw Blink of an eye been JULY , already 7th month after my spm , things goes so far , we were 7th month coming nearby too .Times to pack things up , it's timee . So do what i want to do then ;)