Second day i leave my hometown to school , life habit , one thing i'm not that habit . Her . These day was the hardest day for her , i know after i telling everything out things will be twisted , this is not i want but thats both of our style sometime , in this relationship is both of our responsibility , you cant blame and guilty alone , i got fault , do i can say i'm right for all the time , NO ! We are still learning everytime argue .
Well i dint mean you dint care me , you did care . was not that mean i want to mean it .
I hope you'll be fine like always like before , smile like a g6 . i love ya .
Saturday 13th .
Its day for us and my last dating YET , lol more to go there babe :) , without transport so what nothing gonna stop my day with her i can bus ! Reach there awhhh forgotten breakfast and lack money for lunch , shyt ! save for the money spent with her ! LOL . Unforgetable day here we go ~ , 1st she came , well as usual saw me and then walk quick with ah" twins " for buying a b'day present for her hubbie waw man THEY PACK THE present like MCD 'ta pao' funny shyt !! Present done , mission done well . Ready for our SWEET moment , get a COMBO 1 for my breakfast maybe i can make her for eating with me hmmm , ahh she did wow , warm when she ly on me , sweet when the popcorn are double sweet compared with normal popcorn , no difference , but was being FEED .I SHOULD SHAVE ;) lol , thats not important , she with me i'm really satisfaction of all the time we can have babee :) .I know they falling down like waderfall , i could't stop , either myself that time . I'm leaving her , dating less ~ meeting less , what less . feeling never change ~
Coming out from cinema , feel embrassing falling half box of my popcorn on top the floor , sry aunties who keeping the cinema nice and tide .Went out cause i drank two COKE ! Double PEE ! searching for toilets wuushalala !! And then looking for ah'twins' guess what , there is a popcorn behind her back sticking on it WUHAHAAH ! she deserve ! HA-HA ..Haaa. miss the old times with you girls :| but things change now . All we can is strong and patient . I admit i'm easy angry cause of know heard many stuff that about guys , i'm very afraid of listening i rather i deaf ! But everything we argue for this , how we can stronger together , i cant stand this alone , will you give me your hand ! 1years ago you give me a hand too .
Matter what happen , still you the completely my girlfriend that i ever had ! First time , make me feel bliss and real . But still i could't control myself that being jealously , i dont like jealously , sometime i am , not telling Lol not means hiding , i cant not lock you from knowing friends , what they thinking i don't know .. still careful babe , lol your boy me ! LOl not superman , cant fly to you when you really need me . Worried you i must !
Sunday 14th
Early in the morning i'm ready up ! For meeting my babe once again double meet lol and after this gonna take sometime so yah :) . Alarm rings ! here we go . Meet her there , she's was totally busy on working , well i'm enjoy watching her , while waiting my two big ass friend for the breakfast owhh maybe drink 30mins tea making me too pee and starving thats totally shyt ! i'm barely crazy ~ LOL she's smile i'm gastric , if there's a K..s LOL kidding . Chat chat chat wuhuu , she come by my side doing prank , joking lol but her face look serious like suddenly , well i don't know that . Thought i can sit there for 2something , sister ask for home , when i get home she's not there o0o ?! what ?! never inform me a tiny shit , urghhh ! TODAY IS MY CHANCE OF SEE-ING MUCH , darn- what's wrong . But suddenly yehh this goes wrong , a guy well i'm pray pray i keep always , i failed this more worst than getting G for my exam paper , i've tried ! i really tried , sorry . I'm starting afraid of jealously . No was i am !
Kinda like confess in the blog seems i dont talk well sometime who view-ed does't matter this blog was for you . I'm MISSING YOU
MONDAY (right the moment)
Insomnia-ing . What she doing now ? what she thinking?isn't she cry ? She's sleep well ?Isn't her bone hurt ? Did she drink water and meal instantly ? Did she having nightmare NO WAY sweet dream everyday :) ! ? Did she having the same missing as i now ? 3am ! i could't sleep my mind blowww of her face :"| !
Tomorrow , might i still can had that chance i don't know .
10hour left
Directly this week is my crazy and memorable week with her that's waw ;) . How do we look like on Monday , could't imagine it , i don't even dare myself for trying and think of it urhhh ~ Feeling for both of us gonna DRY EYE on that day , let's feel this feeling before cause no one even lend me a chance to feel it , but now SHE DID ! I got a piece of sweet paper that she wrote for me , i'm really gotta the feeling of LAUGH , yeh she know what it means .
2days left here , heh ! Gotta used up the time to see her more aikkhhs! Mood does't good when you're going to far and leave away your love one , its sucks . But how ? Soon or later we'll be back again or maybe more far , we should training ourselves :) for not let this feeling take over us , we took over the feeling , we can do it , right ? even with tearsdrop , we still can :)
Was always think of we cant meet up like before lol , maybe i've habit my SUNDAY MORNING ,but things gonna different like before , all of em but only things wont gonna change it :) ILY girl .
Be strong like a big girl , make me proud :)
8th Annivessary coming thru .
:)
Its been a week not seeing her face only way we can be was with only a devices , a cellphone , wow this weeks wasn't easy for us most important wasn't easy for her too , but this only the beginning of the our hardest moment , lol everything it's gonna count on us , we go through this bitter-est , hardest moment of us , i know she did want to tear LOL proud so said either me want too hehh , was only she can make me feel touch . Everything i may can let go , was her i'm holding either wearing the ring as long as i'm still breathing AHA , talk is cheap for me , prove is the way .
In this weeks , we might have some problem LOL maybe this is god test , we did having a small matter when talk lol this relationship should no sorry allow but is our responsibility every single of our steps every single move on is count on us , 8th coming in , annivesarry coming in , college time coming in ... before this months we was feel like LONG TIME , now i hopes i can back to 17th of DECEMBER 2010 , but it will only happen inside my memories .
Worried her , sighh soon and now on i cant by her side lol cant even went out inside library being her little clown when she need some cheers , phone i may can be . voice and distance might left of both of us . Careful everything and remember everytime when you are in the phone DO NOT , yesDO NOT out of distance !! Drink water , you coughing is very suffer everytime i heard them sighh . what else ! Calm too , i know i should calm too . And the most main thing don't COW i know you would well if can control it would be best :) .
16days . heh ! wow . What would be we look like when we were far apart but need each another ?
Miss and love you girl
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