if the way we keep being like this on the next year final exam , i rather stop your pain once and for all at now . Set you free now . Tell everyone , tell me .. that "YOU DESERVE BETTER" . Life is short for you to keep bleeding , pain , sorrow . We had sweet time , of course i would never fucking forget this memories that been we pass together . Don't blame yourself that you say yourself with many many thing in your head girl , undo those negative .
I made this choice , i've suffer . Reason i've suffer cause i know you were suffer . Please live like before , i admit that before we start in a relationship , we're a sweet half couple , half friends that no one can campared with us in the world . Now does't matter anymore , matter is you had to changed your happy life girl . No one can help , unless yourself .
Let me be cruel .
Forgive me , maybe you're still blur on what i did , head pop out with , why ? why ? why ?
I've a hardest decision of all time in my life . I don't like this , but if there is a choice i hope i a story writter of this relationship , change everything by my own hand , undo everything i screw up for you . I'm sorry . i'm no longer a worthy guy man . See you , just ask for me return like before , sweet like before , i cant or i could't ?? i don't know who am i ? Maybe i use to be myself for a while , or one day i'll regret . Not today , not now. Your tear just wont stop dropping , this decision is hard and terrible and i'm cold blooded guy , treating you .
take care girl , focus on what you need . You're not young either for me , i'm sorry . You're my 1st girl i ever love that hard that much that sweet , and also the last girl . Thanks for all the time what you've gave me , everysingle second you did very well for me , so many surprise , even no people celebrate b'day for me , you had be the 1st , whos make so many stuff . i remember that . such memories . But now , maybe is stupidity decision or is really had to be a hard time for us .
Live happy for me .
Cause you worth for that , not now .
i'm crawling back old me still :|
consider lost still ??
i don't know what am i , who am i know ?
i'm change ??
