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Math paper yesterday guess the A's had no fate with me no more . Why? Cause lots of mistake happen to me some were i forgotten i guess i fail my beloved maths teacher ,hope it doesn't.And guess wert ..its moral paper today , I've try do not let those moral value that i revise that drop out from my brain , the last I still forget LOL but i try my best for everythin' to wrote it out .Wear the school uniform for 2 and half hour so gonna take it off .Next rounds science babe' it just like a PIECE OF CAKE ..funny .Cause it doesn't

LOL i could't wait for this Friday too .

AHA really i know i did made you angry just now >:) hmm well i done it for PURPOSELY , sometimes you made me jealously too much when you talkin' about boys thru' the phone to me .Yep i just don't know why i am jealously , i am not you boy friend but why ? You guess .

'LOL' , 'AHAHAHA' , 'HOHO' it just a kinda of laughing sound just don't complicated what i'm trying to tell , i'm not crazy yet DUH.These word seems easy to type out or wrote out for every people ,but its pity when they cant really laugh it out, how sorrow it was. I din't had the right to take care of your everythin' cause between us still a locksmith need a key to unlcok us .

Just try not to

Easy come , Easy go .

Cause it ain't cool

Mom never support on my future career "CHEF" ,but why it wans't bad job zz open mind lah mom, she said lots of chef nowadays even the street 9/10 are chef wor ..I don't know I wont stop until i'm fall .Gonna take action to prove it for sure ;) .You are so right talking these after getting SPM result .Lots of chef was workin' in the hotel .She cheer me with juz an WORD :) but she does't like it too cause worried owh c'mon NO PAIN , NO GAIN .

I know you was afraid of something .But don't worry about her pretend her as a GLASSES :) we saw nothing , if she mess well ... protect you lur LOL .Anyway told you , you are pretty girl do you knew that?

Lots of guy are still waiting for you out there lol , i guess i'm one of them . But these guys are starting to do these awesome things , just to get your attention sometimes don't too neglected them it hurt them as well .

Imma thanks to irwin , he makes my day .Sometime i do dislike his BOSSY but he's good :)

History exam and also the historical moment for the SPM-ER . I read lots of it but just wasting my mind je lah whistle* i wrote everything that in my mind even the word "satu malaysia" come over my head , just do whatever i can in these paper as long don't blank it as well , bullshit with these ink count to be WORTH ; ) .

Phew , i don't dare to speak these sweet word cause i felt that i'm a faker lols but i did it .Miracle huh , perhaps fact ? Stay where we are first , cause the times not come .Hope i won't wasted a chances of mine .

Steady ?

Next time

English papers is over ,my hand-writing are even worst , grammar bad are just BAD =\ . Sejarah tomorrow hell great zz . Where are youu ? I'm the one who mess things up , please god don't let her sick .

HALLELUJAH

Wrong calls ? I hope that wasn't a wrong call that you mention .
INSOMNIA cause of SPM 1st day probably ruined my mood , but i'm still missing her too .

Woke up . I ask my self : you ready ? What can be change if I'm not ready. My vision-mind lots of her :) guess the best way feel that she's beside me .Urhmm , exam paper B.M totally i dint shaking , but my heart beats high .ONE candy been token out for me , before i walk in to the hall of hell .Thats for my luck .1st section ain't that sucks for me YET , 2nd section ..instant kill me with thinkin' point but seriously when i think bout her thats a point pops out again ...ridiculous huh?

10.30 end of the 1st paper .Phew , take a breathe but DEW !.2pm for second battle owhh great , forget it zz , go to my friends house and walk to nearby food center for ?? eat la aduh .When i back to his house i took out my washing cream when i look into the mirror i just feel that i'm getting terrible :\ even worst .Confidence completely loose .I afraid of letting her to saw the worst me .

2pm here we go next .2nd candy .This time i wasn't is a bit hard .Do anythin' i can , i wont blank it anyword i would wrote in even the word are stupid , i know but i had no choice PERIBAHASA man . wert ! least i wrote something i wont blank . 4.30pm off the hell .

where are you ? what you doing ? working ? lots of question that cant able to answer .I've still asking myself what i've done ? Hope she's still fine , hope to saw the fierce her again .English paper tomorrow hell luck guys .I had lost your news deeply .

if you're here .remember take your medicine , no matter what it taste .

hang.ing.you
candy cant hold me much longer

I'm cruel doing this decision , she's tears .WHAT I'VE DONE .shit !
Spm tomorrow wish the question is easy for me . SPM-ER goodluck :)

Don't tears :) this decision i made does't mean is you fault (:

i can feel ur pray

let me pray your bone better

:)
I had my reason THIS TIME . But i don't know isn't late .
BACK-UP are needed

BLESS me

boy should't make girl cries

Erm i know what you mean , too bad i unable to explain my meaning

But does't need to use these word , honestly is ermm is a bit hurt .But does't need to apologize i understand your feeling :) don't worry yet .

20th lol is a holy day between us .But seems it does't ? Perhaps i think too much or over much .

Last thing don't matter how my answer was i hope you can hang a smile on ur beautiful lips .
Thats all for today :)

Mungkin bila nanti , kitakan bertemu lagi .

Paru tu tak akan lama lama dgnmu GIRL aku lebih manyak .Jika tiada org mau mu , carilah ku :) tapi masih manyak org sedang beratur utk mu ... jgnlah bimbang :) mungkin aku boleh dapat nombor yg depan , jika malang akhir je' tgk ku org yg sabar atau X .

Hari ni kawan karib yg telah BERKAWAN dgn ku selama hmmm 7 tahun b'day .HAPPY B'DAY kawan :) malanglah tarak kek utk dia tapi kami temankan dia YUMCHA mungkin' dah cukup utk dia , mestilahh kami tinggalkan gembira kat mulut WE .

kamu ni bukan b***h , jika kamu adalah ,then aku adalah jackass x) .SHHHHH !! aku takkan ada ape-ape jgn risau .LEMBUT atau tak LEMBUT pun tak kisah pun ,be ASAL punya mu je' . Just the way you are mar :) . CIUM tu ermm aku cuma gurau dgnmu tapi ... separuh benarr weh aku ni mmg org yang MIANG betul ..urghh mcm org uncle yg mau makan taufu .

mungkin aku mmg ada sediiikitt yg moody tapi cumaa sedikit WHY ? cause you told me the ex ...stuff LOL . that jealously makan cemburu ar . tapi kisah yg lama dan lepas >:)

1st time write these malay's blog .Don't misund i'm a chinese and i know lots of CRAP here sorry but i had to try once :) .I'm malaysian's chinese ~ ;)

Nites guys .

Her's scream was ADORABLE after a CHAOS of slicing chili made her hands EXPLODE lol .Quite freakenning me up .

Oh , after listening her ex-boy story i'm stunt cause i'm ... ? err as her said i'm EMOTIONAL hoho .

INSOMNIA when she said gonna meet again lol .Went to states library today with friends .Having dimsum 1st before we started "HARDWORKING" and cant even FULFILL my stomach lol i'm still hungry , staving jor whole morning .

Library study actually i ain't believe i'll go that place until no much day left for us :D . Too bad i only solve 1 maths question so far zzz :( .Friends gather study i guess gather and chat is the MAIN lols .

And she sms she's coming to library just to passed me some stuff and leave "THINGY" was cute lol really big big LOL and i can't even stare her for longer a bit she's gone just like blink of an eye .GONE ? She too good to me and i guess i cant describe the word .Next time is my turn .

These days thinkin' which college are suit for me for CULINARY ARTS course hmm i found 1 quite nice but ..Batu Gajah , Subang jaya actually i don't know where it is located .Fold the book , surf the web . Teacher give me a opinion he said actually wherever we studies were just the same , it count on us je' .

Terrible cough

NOT ME but HER :\

:') no big deal guys , just an call we will get out and gather together as one .Today was my last day of school not really yet alright we'll gonna meet again till SPM , but still time is grimly short 24hour for today it ain't enough for everyone .We've waiting this day so long , until we meet this day come to us was like i never wanna leave ya guys awww' .

Early in the morning come to school as usual standing with a bunch of real man gangs chit-chat and gather till we get our ass into the hall for our 1st time graduation in sam tet and also the last time we ever gonna had in this school , appreciate it guys final things we ever had in school .God bless ya' guys and me on our final exam .

Walk into the hall get some seat with brothers too bad we seat the wrong side nevermind .We still enjoy the last time of our time together :') awww c'mon whats wrong with me urghhh .Takin' photo like a CAMWHORE ermm shd be CAMDUDES lols .Eatin' our final meal together ~ GILER one last time ~ PHOTO SHOTTING one last time ... Hell NO ! wth we can meet up .

I LOVE MY SCHOOL and 5v3 ...mct too .

Although my class ain't the best of the best funny of the funniest but the feeling that only can know by them(v3's guyss)self .We gamble.sleep.noisy.piss-teacher-off.fuck.shit.ass.blahh blahh ETC.

This blog does't mean we are over .Cause brother to the end we are LASTLY ! : ) LOVE YA GUYS ~ !! Thanks for givin' me such a cibai.giler.happy.sad.angry.non-sense.lame.boring days that i ever had this 5years so far . and teachers thanks for teaching me this stupid fellow try wont failed my subject to ya guyss :) . I'm nothing without ya guys ,

GOODNITE GUY . SAMTET . TEACHER . BROTHERS . her .

Sweetable only can describe my wednesday in the MCD with a MCT she brought me 2 pack sushi and 3 mentos for me but it was too many jo' buy just a little for me I were just satisfied of it : ) cause i wont ask for more , but don't use too many money for me i mean save a bit for own , girl and lastly THANKEWWW :) galss .Heartbeat jump highly when i saw her , pretend i'm steady but I'm not ; ) LOL. Wanna hug her tidee but I din't do it .

Woke up in the morning for bus again .Finish the sweet's sushi in the morning YUMS :).I break my own rules that my dad never gonna know i ride my friend's motor to school today .Arhh , wind blew to my face its soo cold but that was so coool best way of me to missing her x) .

I in love with acoustic guitar AWESOME .If i knew to play i would play for her .. but i don't know AHAHA .Time for me to school its extremely short by now , after tomorrow guys gonna meet whenever the play we know the "battlefield" .AWW :') c'mon we'll meet again with just a call or some facebook's SPAM .

I'll eat my word , so you too :) .I'm sorry ~

Shit failed to woke up in the morning once again -.- . Friends called up and wanna went my house for gaming again i was wonder DOES'T NEED STUDY .. when he was half way having game i asked him to solve my maths he did it . And i realize that why he can be so steady and gaming cause he is better than me lot lot sounds .

Skype with her ,the last time saw her was my big day until today and finally :) i saw her DAMN face x)) hanging it yehh .SNAP SNAP SNAP* sorry , cause you are too adorable for me snap x) .Anyway i'm sorry for asking to stop skype with you and had to skype with my oversea's friend . Quite struggling cause i don't even wanna stop skype with ya' and i don't to missed my friend call .DOUBLE VISION =\

Goodnite's re-edit anythin' i rmb . BLESSSSS my own for no nightmare HALLELUJAH .If had the nightmare don't appear her AGAIN .

Dity hand of mine

i lost her photo half of it =\

Happy Deepavali to all indian's dudes ohh and ladies too :) but i ain't had much indians friends mostly are from school and those are adults few teachers .. aw c'mon we are friendly to each so i count them as friends and a POSTMEN use to come to my school to gave those mail and i SALUTE to him everyday guess can be counted too gua ..sigh* see i dint had much indian friends hope to get few :) .

11pm and electric current was DOWN -.- greatest thing happen to me when deepavali yehh clap hands* for me ! Weird things is the tv are still moving aww great i'm still alive in this house ;) ... for not so long the tv was too tired the electric volt ain't enough guess i'm not the only house had this issue another house did the whole neighbourhood D: ... sms and the battery gone out too what would be more perfect anythin' else please just happen it ONCE and for all .

Randomly midnight i woke up suddenly , just because of a nightmare that was about her . Terrible ! She died ...shit touchwood ~ In the dream i was having call with her and suddenly just like those drama have those types drift sounds heading forward those victim and knock them down ..it was the same i was BOUNCE up from my bed and double checking REAL ?? owhh its a dream :0 freaks me , breathe in breathe *out i don't wanna lost her .

LOL she told she skype with a guy .. hmm that guy is kinda handsome like a korean star .Hmm quite jealous but din't show on so LOL , few minutes later i was kinda asked my own what am i doing ? what is the jealous for .. finally i did control my own .Everyone had their own space so do i , and so do she :) i guess ..

Right the way , i'm getting lazier OPPS 17's days left for the battlefield 16 left tomorrow gashhh .Any i had to change my bad habit while sleeping cause it sucks up ! LOL

Anyway still HAPPY DEEPAVALI and GOOD NITES to everyone .Try to woke up in the morning tomorrow i'm kinda a TIME-WASTER ;D shame on meeeee !!

*one 8hundread triple 8 triple 3 * guess what it is ?? It's DOMINO'S PIZZA hotline :) finally i had 1 slice of it , DOMI's pizza are better P's Hut's pizza hmm both had their owns special . DOMI's is expensive , the restaurant are even small LOL but the pizza are great , eat once enough .

Hmm finally i get to know what happen to her . I just can cheer her up up up to the sky but i could't step in her family stuff cause i'm just a outsider . EVERYTHING PAST SO LET'S IT PASS .

LOL she's getting sweet and sweet , don't too sweet 1st weyy x) .

Few days ain't blog repost here hmm let me recall back ...

31.10.2010
Aww greatest day of my life hmm let me tell ya' . 2 hengdai ride their vehicles to my house in the morning .Zzz one of them was the GAMER king cant denied this nickname , he deserved as well :D .Just a short 2hour my computer completely install 3 games walao weh , i don't really need them ,perhaps it may need for some times anti-stress mar or to kill my boring .

Kay times up boy time for lunch don't stick your ass and your eye in front of the game . Greatest moment here we come i ride his bike wore a helmet for safety (actually i was being a dumb , it don't really need it ;D ) i put my hands up was like a freestyle on the bike ... fiiiflakkkkkk!!! unbalancing whoaa press the break no use then URGENT to stop me from falling put my knee to stop ...FRACKKKK ! ouch thats hurt ? IT WAS ! But i'll still steady my friend asked me : OK ?? I answer with steady : ERMM . GUYS LOOK AT MY KNEES ... They was like : WTF !! holy . The slipper was like a blood bath . BLEED BLEED >:0 never bleed that much , but it ain't hurt cause i was thinkin' her to distract my pain :D quite works .Next things i do was like a SURGEON pick up those tools scissors and get ready for a big operation for myself , i cut out the skin that comes out ...yiay !!

IT MAKES MY DAY , anyway still thanks them , CRAP with me .

1.11.2010

Its 1st of the NOVEMBER shyt ! SPM was in NOVEMBER .I'm not afraid , but i'm afraid .Wear slippers to school , guys saw me and asking me the same question : WHAT HAPPEN ? FINALLY YOU ARE CACAT ? My friends said you watch too much 'NITRO CIRCUS' ain't you x) . Guys surround me and step my bloody knees wiuu !! GET'away i'll paid back TWICE from you guys i remember gar HENGDAI !! Just don't give me a chance if not >:D HEEXHEEX HEEXX !

Suddenly she turn into the SWEEEET girl LOL too sudden but i got the same feeling to express some how , its not the right time just hope her understand moreover my war was still 2weeks left .Remain what we are first , don't too fast :) hope you understand girl .

LOTS OF THINGS NO TYPE . Re-edit soon .