INSOMNIA cause of SPM 1st day probably ruined my mood , but i'm still missing her too .
Woke up . I ask my self : you ready ? What can be change if I'm not ready. My vision-mind lots of her :) guess the best way feel that she's beside me .Urhmm , exam paper B.M totally i dint shaking , but my heart beats high .ONE candy been token out for me , before i walk in to the hall of hell .Thats for my luck .1st section ain't that sucks for me YET , 2nd section ..instant kill me with thinkin' point but seriously when i think bout her thats a point pops out again ...ridiculous huh?
10.30 end of the 1st paper .Phew , take a breathe but DEW !.2pm for second battle owhh great , forget it zz , go to my friends house and walk to nearby food center for ?? eat la aduh .When i back to his house i took out my washing cream when i look into the mirror i just feel that i'm getting terrible :\ even worst .Confidence completely loose .I afraid of letting her to saw the worst me .
2pm here we go next .2nd candy .This time i wasn't is a bit hard .Do anythin' i can , i wont blank it anyword i would wrote in even the word are stupid , i know but i had no choice PERIBAHASA man . wert ! least i wrote something i wont blank . 4.30pm off the hell .
where are you ? what you doing ? working ? lots of question that cant able to answer .I've still asking myself what i've done ? Hope she's still fine , hope to saw the fierce her again .English paper tomorrow hell luck guys .I had lost your news deeply .
if you're here .remember take your medicine , no matter what it taste .
hang.ing.you
candy cant hold me much longer
candy cant hold me much longer
