hoong.zhan

I'm lost . Not the lost without direction , just ..a simple 'lost' i don't freaking know how to explain .You are right everything starting to changes by now , the way we are might starting to be different just because TIME , sigh i don't know , let's make it right like the 1st time we are , i know much people date you including me , but it was full booking on your schedule LOL . I was thinking this nice quote "if one day i'm lost , and i had a COMPASS and YOUR PHOTO i would pick your photo cause i won't felt alone when i had one of these photo with me , any of them" such a nice quote man , but in fact you would pick both of them for sure ain't it .

Now only can have the only 5hours a day with you , but it wasn't , the time is ticking and it will just keep squeezing . Not much time we had now , well by now i won't expect for more but do many thing as we could , i miss her everyday WRONG serious a bit i shall said i never stop thinking her even dream , but the dream was sorrow again , the dream kill my sleep i was woken up :'| owhh yeh i would pick insomnia either NO DREAM , i hates dream , always making me struggling in the farking dream owh dammit .I've found myself a college , if my result wasn't a problem for me i'll be going in August :| not much time seriously not much time .

We are lucky man if we compared our own country to JAPAN we are much far away and proud to said we are lucky , 8.9 magnitude can't imagine if Malaysia happen this crap .

Goodnights . Babe please don't let me go .