hoong.zhan

Its been a week not seeing her face only way we can be was with only a devices , a cellphone , wow this weeks wasn't easy for us most important wasn't easy for her too , but this only the beginning of the our hardest moment , lol everything it's gonna count on us , we go through this bitter-est , hardest moment of us , i know she did want to tear LOL proud so said either me want too hehh , was only she can make me feel touch . Everything i may can let go , was her i'm holding either wearing the ring as long as i'm still breathing AHA , talk is cheap for me , prove is the way .

In this weeks , we might have some problem LOL maybe this is god test , we did having a small matter when talk lol this relationship should no sorry allow but is our responsibility every single of our steps every single move on is count on us , 8th coming in , annivesarry coming in , college time coming in ... before this months we was feel like LONG TIME , now i hopes i can back to 17th of DECEMBER 2010 , but it will only happen inside my memories .

Worried her , sighh soon and now on i cant by her side lol cant even went out inside library being her little clown when she need some cheers , phone i may can be . voice and distance might left of both of us . Careful everything and remember everytime when you are in the phone DO NOT , yesDO NOT out of distance !! Drink water , you coughing is very suffer everytime i heard them sighh . what else ! Calm too , i know i should calm too . And the most main thing don't COW i know you would well if can control it would be best :) .

16days . heh ! wow . What would be we look like when we were far apart but need each another ?

Miss and love you girl

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