Its day for us and my last dating YET , lol more to go there babe :) , without transport so what nothing gonna stop my day with her i can bus ! Reach there awhhh forgotten breakfast and lack money for lunch , shyt ! save for the money spent with her ! LOL . Unforgetable day here we go ~ , 1st she came , well as usual saw me and then walk quick with ah" twins " for buying a b'day present for her hubbie waw man THEY PACK THE present like MCD 'ta pao' funny shyt !! Present done , mission done well . Ready for our SWEET moment , get a COMBO 1 for my breakfast maybe i can make her for eating with me hmmm , ahh she did wow , warm when she ly on me , sweet when the popcorn are double sweet compared with normal popcorn , no difference , but was being FEED .I SHOULD SHAVE ;) lol , thats not important , she with me i'm really satisfaction of all the time we can have babee :) .I know they falling down like waderfall , i could't stop , either myself that time . I'm leaving her , dating less ~ meeting less , what less . feeling never change ~

Coming out from cinema , feel embrassing falling half box of my popcorn on top the floor , sry aunties who keeping the cinema nice and tide .Went out cause i drank two COKE ! Double PEE ! searching for toilets wuushalala !! And then looking for ah'twins' guess what , there is a popcorn behind her back sticking on it WUHAHAAH ! she deserve ! HA-HA ..Haaa. miss the old times with you girls :| but things change now . All we can is strong and patient . I admit i'm easy angry cause of know heard many stuff that about guys , i'm very afraid of listening i rather i deaf ! But everything we argue for this , how we can stronger together , i cant stand this alone , will you give me your hand ! 1years ago you give me a hand too .

Matter what happen , still you the completely my girlfriend that i ever had ! First time , make me feel bliss and real . But still i could't control myself that being jealously , i dont like jealously , sometime i am , not telling Lol not means hiding , i cant not lock you from knowing friends , what they thinking i don't know .. still careful babe , lol your boy me ! LOl not superman , cant fly to you when you really need me . Worried you i must !

Sunday 14th

Early in the morning i'm ready up ! For meeting my babe once again double meet lol and after this gonna take sometime so yah :) . Alarm rings ! here we go . Meet her there , she's was totally busy on working , well i'm enjoy watching her , while waiting my two big ass friend for the breakfast owhh maybe drink 30mins tea making me too pee and starving thats totally shyt ! i'm barely crazy ~ LOL she's smile i'm gastric , if there's a K..s LOL kidding . Chat chat chat wuhuu , she come by my side doing prank , joking lol but her face look serious like suddenly , well i don't know that . Thought i can sit there for 2something , sister ask for home , when i get home she's not there o0o ?! what ?! never inform me a tiny shit , urghhh ! TODAY IS MY CHANCE OF SEE-ING MUCH , darn- what's wrong . But suddenly yehh this goes wrong , a guy well i'm pray pray i keep always , i failed this more worst than getting G for my exam paper , i've tried ! i really tried , sorry . I'm starting afraid of jealously . No was i am !

Kinda like confess in the blog seems i dont talk well sometime who view-ed does't matter this blog was for you . I'm MISSING YOU

MONDAY (right the moment)

Insomnia-ing . What she doing now ? what she thinking?isn't she cry ? She's sleep well ?Isn't her bone hurt ? Did she drink water and meal instantly ? Did she having nightmare NO WAY sweet dream everyday :) ! ? Did she having the same missing as i now ? 3am ! i could't sleep my mind blowww of her face :"| !

Tomorrow , might i still can had that chance i don't know .